Why can I not function in life?

Life is life a dream. I feel so num and cry all the time, yea I know GET OVER YOUR SELF! Wll know my whole life story and yo try to let go of the past. I still act like a kid at the age of 24 yrs old. I have a 16 month old beautiful baby girl whom I love dearly. She is my world. Boy is she going to be pissed when she's 15 16 and finds out that her mom is crazy ................. Don't ask my dianosis except I can't spell.